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Wednesday, May 23rd, 2007
10:35 am	Angry I`m annoyed. I`m really pissed off at how things are at the moment, They have been sorted out and yet they are not. I`m fed up and annoyed. Current Mood: angry Current Music: None (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 12th, 2007
9:30 am	Pompey fest soon. Okay, work is stressing me out, but I sorted all my problems out and the clinic SHOULD run smoothly from now on. Still doesnt help i hate this job. Pomey fest is coming soon, only today and then we`re off to fest. Should be a giggle at the very least. Cant wait to see rhi in a bit, cant wait to get out of this place and go home. I hope to god i get that job. In other news, my new hamster, oscar is doing fine, we are slowely bonding. Missing you rhi, cant wait for 8:00 Love and Peace, Azguz (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 4th, 2007
10:14 am	Sid was Killed this weekend. It was a horrible accident that I will never forget. I really have lost one of my best friends in the World. I miss him even now. I really feel like I failed him, if I had been more careful the dog wouldn't have tried to snatch him to play with him. If I had been faster I could of stopped the Dog. I guess there is no point dwelling on it now. Hes gone, buried in a nice spot I picked out. Rhi`s mum went straight out and bought another one without saying. I really needed time to mourn, to get over what happened. But its not Oscars (the new one) fault and Rhi`s mum was only trying to do what she though would help. I guess most people didn't understand my bond with Sid. I know Rhi and Dave did. In other news, I have two good jobs i have found to apply for. I hope I get one of them, its an excellent job with great prospects. Spending the Holidays with Rhi over in wales. Will be wonderful to spend 4 days with her without the interfearence of work. We then have pompey fest. i`m a bit worried as I am the only priest of longstor going and its set in a Longstorian Glade, this could end badly for me. Also, am writing more on my LARP system, tis getting warm and is lighter so mayhaps running when its ready. its not far off. Love you loads and loads Rhi x x x Peace all . Azguz Current Mood: drained (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 7th, 2006
5:42 pm	Resolution So those of you who talk to me a lot know i`ve been working on a new LARP system for a fair old while now, and its about ready for a playtest. If ppes are interested, that would be aces. If not, no worries, either way i`d appreciate it if people went to my Forum and had a read over,then sent some feedback, as i`m trying to imporve and work out all the kinks. http://resolution.aceboard.com thnaks for your time. (Comment on this)
Saturday, August 19th, 2006
9:05 pm	BAAAA Update, lifes good. I`m still sroting myself out for summerfest, sadly missed derby this weekend past, but everyone knew that ayway. Really looking forward to fest :D Should be lotta fun :D RHi will be coming up for the next two weeks tommorrow, gotta get my room tidy, been singing lots of fallout boy today, wondering if i was good enough to go on x-factor lol. After watching some people, i`d say yes. Thinking about it, would love to sing in a rocky/punk band, but dress and act wayyyy to preppy/middle class :D I`m gto look like admin staff, its weird,lol And remeber the alternate lyrics to "your beautiful" my voice is silly my songs are poor you keep on listning to this manure the press say im a genius and you`d never question that just keep on buying my cd`s although they`re utter crap your guillible yourguiilble your gullible its true you saw my face on a cd case and the next thing that you knew you had joined the brainwashed Que you know , how the hel;l do you spell quewe? as in quewing for tickets or a club.... never had to spell it...hmmm.... anyways, catch y`all laters (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, August 7th, 2006
9:25 pm	Aha Okay, has been a while but hey, my journel. Playing Breeze again and is fun. love playing him to bits... New costume looks cool and i feel a lot more well dressed and not so shoddy when it comes to clothes. Am making a mask foir breeze for fest :) nice wolf skull mask heh heh heh Life continues wonderfully with Rhi, we have loads of fun together tho its been almost 2 weeks since we last saw each other, which suck majorly. Still, I see her this weekend, yay :) Catch you laters , will update more, promise. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 7th, 2006
10:56 pm	A conundrum Okay, here the thing. I have a request in for a special fnh charcter. Knowing the way it works its gonna take a fair while for this request to go through and it may not even get passed. This charcter would be really cool to play and my lo`s put work into it and i dont want to take the piss. However he won`t be ready for this weekend. Roleplay wise hes already got a few friendships going and a few enemies too . on the other hand i have a new pc ready a very blank character with lots of potential who i tihkn sounds cool. Elf in brown, monster killer, basiclly i seek out the biggest badass monster and whack him. thinking of tieing him in with you lostys background as a friend, give me ahook to actually be there. T^his way i get challenmge, i get to roleplay, i dont have to worry bout stupid guilds as i`ll be a 6penny scout and he`s ready for this weekend as i have everything i need. and i can do in dpeth roleplay with you losty and with rhi`s traldan elf. Random though. Myself and Jase will never have characters that like each other. vimes has hated Azguz and Breeze and they wer ethe ones i continued for any length of time,lol this is me ,sighning off for now (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 24th, 2006
10:38 pm	A cunning plan I have a very cunning plan...... (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 23rd, 2006
7:26 pm	Arghhh Okay, relaised my special won`t work, not cus of rules or background, more cus of the fact I wont be able to handle the heat of the costume, as I struggle with heat. Rhi relaised this as soon as i mentioned it, but as i was so excited didnt want to say, I wish i was as observant and smart as her. So i`ve realised that i think things thorugh too much and this is what causes the downfall of my charcters. I can`t live up to the exspectations i have inside my head for them, so I quit them, i think i plan too much. With this in mind i think i may play a scout, man with sword and shield, or 2 swords and 2 bucklers. Since i make shields it wont be a big deal to make 2 bucklers and i have a cool idea for the shape.may even et some more arrows for my bow and get the rest of them back from em. See, thinking too much. Scout with sword, think scout with sword. i`ll get the lovley mr HammerHydra to make me a custom set of swords, i just need a basic concept. Oh and I won`t be joining the raptors. I think i may go forestor and provide a more mobile accomplice to Howaths combat forestor. But i`m gonna have to think about it. still, thinkinh too much, man with sword man with sword My names bob and i`m a scout with a sword. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, May 18th, 2006
7:43 pm	FNH Am feeling very very meh, Decided i didnt wanna play Farli no-more, reasons being, a) heavy armour, B) a 9 hit per loc, large shield combat monster with immunity to venom just isnt a challenge.. C) I dont want to roleplay him, i just can`t be bothered and that no way to feel 2 motnhs in. D) am I just re-creating Azguz? I guess so. So, after springfest has passed and my lo`s sanity has retunred i`ll put in a request for a special, with adept help from tree on costume, should be good. Its a very limited charatcer that can`t possible end up being powerful or me having it easy :) will be a big challenge. Just 6 major flaws and one minor advantage :D but it`s the roleplay I want, sure combat will be a big challenge, but it`ll be the roleplay, thinking of ways to preform basic actions in this costume ought to be fun, i`ve about worked out a way to open alchemy, suffice to say it takes a while. If it don`t get passed, meh, i`ll take a while out and re-kindle my froth, i`m planning to purely monster for a while. In other news, life with rhi is great, plans for house movings together are going well, I have an interview for a career graded 13,000 a year job in 2 weeks, with good prosepcts of getting it, more money is good :) Am seeing rhi this weekend.She has a present for me, am very curious. (Comment on this)
Monday, March 20th, 2006
9:08 pm	.......... I started tis lIve journel to vent a lot of negative feeligns I had. Kinda get my head together. it worked really well to be honest.i`m happy, in love and very content with the world. I use it more now to look at how my friends. see how rhia is, whcih won`t be a issue soon as she`ll be with me on a more permanent basis. Guess the whole things kinda defunct. Am happy. Miss you Rhi Later Peeps (Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 21st, 2006
10:52 pm	Thats me alrighty You scored as Maximus. After his family was murdered by the evil emperor Commodus, the great Roman general Maximus went into hiding to avoid Commodus's assassins. He became a gladiator, hoping to dominate the colosseum in order to one day get the chance of killing Commodus. Maximus is valiant, courageous, and dedicated. He wants nothing more than the chance to avenge his family, but his temper often gets the better of him. </td> Maximus 83% William Wallace 75% Captain Jack Sparrow 63% The Terminator 58% The Amazing Spider-Man 54% Indiana Jones 54% James Bond, Agent 007 50% El Zorro 46% Batman, the Dark Knight 46% Neo, the "One" 46% Lara Croft 42% Which Action Hero Would You Be? v. 2.0 created with QuizFarm.com (Comment on this)
Friday, February 3rd, 2006
11:20 am	ILLNESS... Ok, so myself and rhia have been stuck in bed for a week, cus we are both pretty ill. On one hand, sucks being ill On other, week spent with rhia, is very nice Will update when feeling better (Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 25th, 2006
9:22 pm	Missing Rhia Damm I wish she didnt live so far away, i`d love her to be round the corner. Still, i see her almost every weekend. I just wish my money situation was a bit easier so I could really treat her the way she deserves to be treated. Hopefully by next week this`ll be the case. Guildford banquet this weekend, Really can`t wait, is going to be a total blast. TIme spent with rhia is good time, plus i have monday off, so i have her all to myself :D which i`m very happy about. In other news i need a smith, anysmith will do, preferably before guildford. and i need a ref as well, one with vocal for a spell i have.Though i reckon i`ve got it sorted. Need to prepare more, lots and lots more. I want to be perfectly ready and compoised Which at the moment i`m not really. We`ll see tommorrow. Miss you Rhi x x x x x (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 17th, 2006
4:02 pm	Update Its been a while since I updated my Livejourna; Page. I`m feeling good, tho i`ve had flu this weekend. I spent it with rhia at her house which was loads of fun, got to meet her family, which went well. am mising her loads and loads and loads, its so annoying that we are so far apart. In other news i`v been off work for 2 days which while in a way is nice, is kinda sucky as i know they need me. dunno how i`m feeling atm tired, ill worried rhias okay, as i have no credit till thursday, a bit depressed cus she isnt here, happy i`ll see her soon. worried bout organising the guildford banquet. oh and i havnt heard from dav efor a while hope hes okay. will call rhia and him tonight. meh meh meh meh meh (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 8th, 2006
11:24 pm	The Evening After Rhia left 5 Hours ago and I feel Miserable. I`ve had a really wonderful week off with her, I feel like my hearts been ripped away, we didnt even get to say a proper goodbye cus she had to get on the us. This week has confirmed everything for me, everything i thought, felt and belived. So tonight for the 1st time in 9 days i`m sleeping alone, i`d give anything in the world for rhia to be lying next to me. Sweet Dreams Honey, I love you. (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 22nd, 2005
10:08 pm	lalal Tired, very very tired. Silly levels of tirdness. Doctor levels of tirdness Works not too bad. Could be a lot worse in all honesty. I`m planning on looking for a permanent Job after Christmass Everytihngs great with Rhia, couldnt be better really. I can`t wait to see her. Gonna be loads of fun. Wish i wasnt so tired so I could enjoy the feeling more. Hopefully all my friends are okay out there and if i havnt been in contact, its not cus i`m lazy, its cus i`m too tired to get out of bed. Hope you have an excellent Christmass. Lots of Love, Azguz (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 14th, 2005
4:45 pm	Friday i`m in Love Okay, do you belive its possible to fall for someone even though you just met them? Like even though you`ve not been together long you feel like this person is the only one in the world. Thats how i feel at the moment. I`ve fallen for her, totally and utterly and all the time we spent together just confirms it. I`m really happy atm. Life couldnt be much better. I love you Rhiax xx xx xx xx (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 7th, 2005
1:22 pm	CTHULU Oh Great Cthulhu! I have been an extremely industrious devotee this year. In August, I defiled the grave of that traitor, Lovecraft (90 points). In June, I prepared an ocean voyage to R'lyeh (200 points). In December, I legally changed my name to Randolph Carter (-40 points). In February, I visited my relatives in Innsmouth (100 points). In March, I sacrificed riak to Cthulhu (500 points). Last week, I fed codezombie to a Shoggoth (250 points). In short, I have been very good (1100 points) and deserve to get hooked up with one of those cute Innsmouthers. Your humble and obedient servant, Azguz Submit your own plea to Cthulhu! (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 6th, 2005
8:29 pm	Ah, life :D Okay, everthing is so awesome at the moment. It really couldnt be better. Am seeing Rikki soon and in decemebr for a whole 9 days :D joy!! Work is okay, i`m ill atm, but its looking up, am working hard and geting on with it. Is a lot more bearable now i`m spending all day thinking bout her :) Seem`s like i`ve come outta a tunnel, there may be more ahead, but for now, i`m gonna enjoy the sensation of freedom and the ability to breath Love you all, especially you Rhia :) Current mood - BOUNCING OF THE CEILING !! (Comment on this)